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Sonali Pattnaik
Sonali Pattnaik

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Double

I could write a poem
Or two
If I would write a poem
It’s two
Always double
Always double
A poem is always ‘to’
Two eyes, two hands, two feet
Even a child knows
The heart is two/to
If I am with you
We are double
In each other and so
Double and double
Is multiple
Of two
When alone
I am poem
I am one but not to my own self
Carrying another as I go
I am
Most double when not two-gether
And yet if in single
I am always self and other
Without you, in being half,
I am whole.
Doubling over in
yearning
I am half me and
I am half you


‘street theatre’

yes you can act
you do already woman- you think you’re veiled
or hiding behind that plastic bag full of potatoes
you may be adept at stepping out of a tin full of hands
crashing madly across the bus stands
your life may be dripping away like soap suds
from a starched body into the everyday
you may have figured what to say
when the gynaecologist asks ‘married or unmarried?’
striding, galloping or crawling
performing, performing
the streets of this city are the surfaces of a broken stage
the lack of (street) lighting only
augments the drama
your performance is applauded loudly
by those that cling to washed linen
theatre is just a dirty word at home
and yet you stomp around in this speckled space
with a thousand darkened eyes measuring your pace
rehearsed moves – costumes
ripping at the seams –
the script’s been going around for a while
but no one knows how the play ends
Ophelia’s truth disguised in madness
whose weight you bear
yes you can end it, you already have –
each time you forget to act
and an Ophelia speaks a Hamlet’s part

♣♣♣END♣♣♣

Issue 85 (May-Jun 2019)

feature The Madness of the Word
  • Editorial
    • Semeen Ali
  • Articles
    • Esther Daimari: The Madwoman in Anita Desai’s Cry, the Peacock and Arundhati Roy’s The God of Small Things
    • Sonali Pattnaik: Masquerading Femininity – Of Horror, Revenge and Madness in the film Ek Hasina Thi
    • Yamini: Love in Times of Refugee Crisis – Exploring Suspended Identities and Relationships in Mohsin Hamid’s Exit West (2017)
  • Fiction
    • Annapurna Sharma: Birdhouse
    • Debolina Dey: Sea Salt
    • Habib Mohana: The Road of Separation
    • Ninad Gawhankar: ETA, 17 Degrees Away
    • Ramakrishna Dulam: Delirium
    • Sinchan Chatterjee: The Painters
    • Subhravanu Das: The Stall
    • Sunny Amin: A Heart full of Love
    • Sushant Dhar: On the Bridge
    • Tamoghna Datta: The Voice
  • Conversation
    • Dibyajyoti Sarma: In conversation with Jhilmil Breckenridge
  • Poetry
    • Abul Kalam Azad
    • Aditi Angiras
    • Amlanjyoti Goswami
    • Basudhara Roy
    • Debolina Dey
    • Goirick Brahmachari
    • J George
    • Kashiana Singh
    • Leonard Dabydeen
    • Madhu Raghavendra
    • Mrinalini Harchandrai
    • Rajorshi Das
    • Rimi Nath
    • Rohith Meesaraganda
    • Saba Mahmood Bashir
    • Saima Afreen
    • Sampurna Chattarji
    • Sarmishtha J Dey
    • Saumya Baijal
    • Shamayita Sen
    • Soibam Haripriya
    • Sonali Pattnaik